I have known my roommate since highschool, and we have lived together for 2 years. She is my only "real" friend in this city. We have a class together and we were told to get in groups. (Keep in mind we are sitting next to each other) She goes to the guy siting in front of her (one of the smart kids) and says I'm in your group. Then turns to the girl sitting on the other side of her and says, "and she is too!" Then when I asked to be in there group they said they already had too many people (even though there was no limit to the number of people in the groups). Not once did she even make eye contact with me during the whole thing.
I feel betrayed. She's supposed to be my "best friend" and she completely shut me out of her group. Maybe I'm overreacting, but I feel completely alone here now.
We haven't been very close the past couple of months because she goes and tells my personal/ embarrassing stories to her boyfriend and her other friends (when I tell her not to say anything). Then when I meet her friends they say, " I heard so much about you" and ask me about some story I told the roommate or her bf will make little jokes about guys I've hooked up with or stupid things I did drunk that I only told her about. Then I feel humiliated that complete strangers know personal things that I thought i was just telling my best friend. I asked her repeatedly not to tell others my personal business and she always says she won't and she always does. So I stopped talking to her about things I don't want the whole world to know. But this incident only motivates me more to lose weight. So I can go out and meet my own friends and not have to rely on her.
Enough of the rant
B: Oatmeal- 105
S: 1/2 Fruit cup- 50
L: 1/2 Fruit cup- 50
D: Oatmeal-105
Total-310
I weighed in at 160.2 today! Goal 1 is complete!! (I know I'm still .2 over but I'm giving it o myself!
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