Classes start tomorrow and I'm excited to have something to do..I know thats pretty sad. I have been going to the same University for 4 years and haven't met anyone I would consider a friend. I'm always by myself and normally at home with nothing to do. I pretend like I'm not at home on the weekends sometimes and won't come out of my room until I hear my roommate leave and then I'll make up some story about how me and "a friend" went to this bar or that club and had so much fun... My life is quite pathetic when you think about it. My goal for this semester is to step outside my comfort zone and stop being so self conscious about my body and own my opinions. This is going to be extremely difficult but I'm 22 years old and it's time to grow the fuck up and stop acting like a shy little 12 year old girl.
On the food front, I have been really good today. So far I had a yogurt for breakfast (70) and a coffee for lunch (30). Thats 100 calories and I'm planning on having another yogurt for dinner so that makes a grand total of 170 for the day!... yesterday I couldn't sleep at all. I would sleep for 2 hours, wake up and be wide awake, then fall asleep again out of boredom and wake up a few hours later. I hate when the insomnia kicks in.
My weight this morning was 164.6 I lost 3.4 lbs in one day! (it was probably water weight but I'm still taking it!)
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